my 11:11 wish was that that i'd get abducted by aliens

we talked at 3 in the morning and you said you hope you get abducted too

because there's no point on being on earth without you

my parents thought i ran away again

and part of me wishes i did

there's nothing here for me

maybe i'm looking at everything the wrong way

maybe i should turn around and try harder in school

you said you wanted to be creepy

and watch me sleep on facetime i said i didn't mind

time flys so fast when im talking to you

i like talking to you


my 11:11 wish was that i'd get kissed again and feel the feelings i've been missing

so bad

that'd i'd be in love

that'd i'd have someone i was actually scared to lose

you said i should be careful with my heart

and with who i talk to because a heart is an easy thing to lose

you said find somebody true

who wont hurt you

but how do you know who will hurt you before they do

i said i didn't mind

you said don't forget me when you're famous

i said i cant see myself working a 9-5

time flys when i'm talking to you

i like talking to you


my 11:11 wish was to die tonight

it made you cry

i told you not to

and not to worry about me

because its just like sleeping

and i like sleeping and dreaming

more than being awake

and i don't see the point anymore

you told me i was stupid and that you loved me

i wish i said it back

i really wish i did looking back

in retrospect

because you were the one who helped me up

when i was blue

when i was down

and because you never left me when no one else was around

i stared at the ceiling fan and watched the blades go around and around again

and thought about the time i scraped my knee when i was 10

and how i sat there crying

you saw me but i didn't mind

time flys when i'm talking to you

i love talking to you


my 11:11 wish was that i still talked to you

that you were still around to talk to

about nonsense

that you were still around to put everything in perspective

and make life make sense

and tell me i was too young to be so sad

and i'd never listen

because i thought i had it all figured out

because i was so easily distracted

those talks i'd take for granted

my 11:11 wish is that i could forget you

because memories are so painful

my 11:11 wish is that you'd call me again

sometimes i think i hear my phone ringing

but it's just my mind playing tricks on me

what i would give to hear you say hello

what i would give for that goodbye not to have been the last time

i ever heard your voice

i wouldn't mind being by your side because time flys so slow without

you in my life

i miss you